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I hope someone understand me, I want my father forgive me mother, I want my husband forgive me, I want my leadership to understand me, and I hope my colleagues understand me, and I has been working, but my strength is modest, I need your support.
busy, feel good, I adapted to work but I can not control their emotions, when I put a lot of emotions back home, every time I dragged his exhausted body back home, do not want to do anything live, work, something goes wrong no place to vent repressed. I am not a competent wife, and I did dinner for her husband did not work, no clean up over the house, there is no drag-off, just use the washing machine washed the clothes very few times, never washed bowls of the day are saved many days before wash bowl. I am not the individual posted the wife, husband accompanied me to work every day, I just feel like I'm tired, I never understand him very hard, he said, back pain, I did not say once to rub his back, to once water. My nerves are always stretched to the limit, and even sleep dreams are tired, I'm not liking a little sensitive when her husband lost his temper , really hard for my poor husband. I really regret it, I do not want to quarrel with her husband, he has a very outstanding. But I can not control how old, I want to fan myself a mouth! Both mother and my mother urging me, age is not small, and marriage is about children, and I always said I do not want to find a variety of reasons, either the first down next year, that I do not want a child, the child is part of the marriage, although I do not have to worry about a child born to help with the elderly. Go to the hospital to see that little yellow pale in bed, heard the Mabo said: I lost the year 2 children. I do not mind the taste . I also saw a lot of prenatal and postnatal care of the book, to my present physical and emotional state how can have a child, my regular cervical pain, cupping is a purple mark around his neck, the last accompanied her to see Chinese medicine treatment, I let the doctor looked for me, he pinch my neck all strange that your ligaments are in line with your current age, ah. Sometimes, severe migraine headaches, throat irritation, perennial back of the neck lymph nodes. I do not want small yellow thing will happen in my body, I'm sorry husband, that I deprived him of his right to a father, I am guilty. But how do I need it? How can I arrange my work, I am pregnant, when to have a comfortable environment, not because the pressure can affect the health of my children, how can I ease the break after giving birth to a maternity leave, less obsessed with Do not leave a delay the impact of the work.
I am not a procrastinator, busy every day up and over so fast, flash 2 years, I've won my hands to work, what is first thought to be do, the way to achieve now, and I paid a number of days and nights, I try to do things during the day, lying in bed all night thinking about how to do the work the next day,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I am tired I know that no one tells There are pits in front of me to be careful, I always get up to their fall, and then endured the pain to tell my own hole here, next time can not fall, and even rubbed his pain did not stop, then got up and went away, I a clear conscience.
I'm not a selfish person,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I can not say for the public together, at least I gave up a lot. This year marriage, marriage is a major event in life, time just in time for the assessment of Department of Education, decorating the house before marriage, all the things to be prepared to push for her husband, their daily work in the care assessment also busy finishing materials, overtime the material prepared before the marriage end. Acceptance of marriage is the day after, I came to work as usual. The time delay marriage, would have 23 days off,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], though I want to go back home Please Northeast 13 days, non-stop to come back, come back to complete the third day went to South School enrollment, return to school and catch up with the two assessment and examinations, teaching all the information, I did not relax my efforts to carry on, carry, carrying, and I never complained. Administrative posts and things attached to the entrance, everyone for their jobs and going to do next, I do, I said rock teacher in the school will take the title, no title of your salary would not increase, the price now so high, every time I get my salary when the article is really very tangled heart, take title is to substitute, to the amount of hours, I know a little lesson for administrative posts, but my workload so I can not full pick up the lesson, the teacher said the stone in the department which helped me to recommend my school when I refused,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I am not a person is not responsible for, I do not have the energy to go to prepare lessons, things I can not make perfunctory to the students. I learned from last year called home license, I said my job last year after the school has not dig, to find time this year I have been, say two months of summer school, but I summer school later than the department for a week, I had to score after finishing a week is to put a 10-day leave, then school is recruiting propaganda. I consoled myself that misjudged the summer driving classes students learn Ye Hao, but what correspondence school commencement, and face to face began, students have to register the degree examination, graduates of the Qing Dynasty ... .... Finally to 11 months old, but also To start the declaration of the examination of each school, face to face to end classes, and focus on the commencement of classes to ... .. December is my busiest time for the most tired. I do not have an easy time to do their own moment thing.
a month on holiday, but I do not expect the arrival of the holiday, because this month I went to the busiest time of the most tired, and I'm not complaining about how tired working there much pain, I know I should adhere to, to hold on. Correspondence weekend of face to face over, soon to concentrate on classes, but also a network of education prep courses, but also began to employ teachers, correspondence school can not stop test, make-up, network and immediately from the Qing Dynasty. Last year, scratching and scrambling, I do not give up, I'm trying to do, I do not have to himself as a new person to shirk responsibility, I think all I want to do a good job, leading a small fee for refreshments, I was tired counting what I learn when the whole thing, to enrich themselves at,