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memory stopped from moving forward and my heart to find once you walked the streets recalling that memorable scene the heart in fibrillation. [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]
Foreword
Part.1
he said characteristics. Prior to this I always think I'm Aries woman gentle and generous personality with the same cotton and sheep and with tenderness.
I asked I do not understand Yeah so good I tell you my birthday horoscopes you go figure out so the outcome you tell me well so.
lunar April 18 Gregorian calendar June 2.
the first 2 days my mailbox suddenly a lot more messages the first to see that the twelve constellations of the day I carefully read one by one. Suddenly Gemini 5/216/21 reflect these words such as prominent front of oh I know I was slightly Gemini just June 2. About the disorder to see a pass I discovered that in fact I like these signs really do not understand something is not very interested but he always stressed that he is a Gemini male so I while working while his chat to sit in while watching our twin personality and love. As to the other I did not feel at to study I only care about these two. Gemini
you are not the girls how would there be two sides of the character? He heard me say that after a pile of mess of things so to say I am a rather abruptly the moment I silent pause a moment slowly come to more than a bunch of stuff to me and said I belong to Gemini and now in turn said I was not then I in the end is or is not it? Look at him a little embarrassed I can not help but be like his silly laugh.
cough cough though it I find this is unclear although previously I have always considered themselves Aries. But it. Now from now on I'm Gemini girl and later too because you are so I have to like you. But ... this thing can not get chaotic. Am worried that he actually know what to say together. Well fool do not fight for this and Guannameduo do? I do not care. I do not mind looking at the expression he smiled.
the man a good laugh to see with white teeth white skin handsome features. I like to talk to him looked at him sometimes I can not speak the way gas silly cute.
very gentle to me he always said I am a man to let you so it will not trouble you.
this time I suddenly became interested and wanted to tease him a tease. Said: You do not cross me tell you or to see how I'll deal with you.
At this time he Wuzui secretly laugh and I without saying anything at him Xu Xu's mind braving cold sweat.
Part.2
He said he likes lively and cheerful girl. I'm bad with a smile said I would like to direct you had any brains out of mind but also get what ah beat around the bush?
He blushed and looked at me as if I am being general about to explode gas.
He said: I just like you so lovely people like you Why not?
me laugh and finally admitted it so as good Well like I'll just say that I know you love me if you like I do not say then how do I know you like me? So like I'm going to speak out loud do not like to have to speak out loud you know?
I said he was looking at a loss I can not stand bullying him down.
He is a very clever man. Has a cat's personality so often I would call him a catlike man not only his character and his look move no doubt not but love.
day and he has much to say endless talk about love. Night when a person lying in bed I remember what happened even to hide in bed silly laugh like a mad general.
round the moon missing missing a round gentle wind outside the window blowing. Movement sometimes came several more outside and I but still doing it my own dreams fantasy my own happiness.
Part.3
her go. Since then the city left me one.
her good heart. I'm actually willing to a person wandering abroad.
In fact she was not going to stray she is forced by life's desperation so I chose to leave.
That night I want to come see her at the 10 o'clock train that she personally told me she said to go out with you we live together and go wandering.
world abandoned me abandoned by their parents to me finally you have abandoned me.
I Haohen her and miss her.
outgoing phone constantly I know she did not want me she left a man since then and I divorced from each other.
I am all alone since then real life has become a blank.
heart in an idea space a lot.
In fact the world is empty life is unconscious between people and the universe and between family members how the stage was a close but when it all off level with time only abandoned each other not mutually implicated.
sky full of stars the sky's silver and her courtyards to the stars watching the moon the sky is so big we are so small tired do not want to and nausea irritability.
exhausted I fall in the whole world as if touched would be fragile Suidiao the mirror that held enough panic flawless look the vicissitudes of life seem so.
quiet life quiet office the quiet one.
Part.4
Honey I love you.
Autumn has arrived your birthday and this year will be at least 20 years old the day of your life is the most beautiful moment.
a long time ago I was thinking that day I want to say something to you then? I remember two months ago on my birthday that day early in the morning to hear from you you say
I have not moved to tears out no tears handfuls of fall down I lot of people say cry because I know we said then we should count in this way can be a good boy.
However when I write these words I cried. So I'm a bad boy I is not talking any more.
I want you I really miss you.
you say as a woman I want to do you say how hard I can not think of you.
the original there is love between women.
I said I want to stay away from sadness I want to be happy. I want to put all the responsibility and burden and you away from our home and go wandering.
ago you said: If no one asked me later if you wanted to marry me and I live together when we are stupid so can speak out. I know that we have been working with. But the world has been changed society has also changed and we is changing.
so we had the money we rented a house the two together and then spend some money under the elaborate dress go to work every morning. Serious efforts to work came home from work you go to cook I just quietly sitting on the couch watching TV like and others do nothing. Alternatively there is a person small fish a long time we know the boys he is our only friend the best and most iron ago I had also secretly liked him I called him for our male confidant. By the way no one other not as long as the three of us I just want to live with three of us. You've always been a small to large hard working girl though you do not look so weak convulsion. You say: well you take care of me and little fishes if we live together then you do all live by that would be a good thing so we do not separate always in together.
arm suddenly cool feeling tears fell on the keyboard.
you're a bad guy you have said the words actually have not yet achieved we start from the 18yearold to say begin to imagine 19 years we have been efforts in the fight but since this is how the world so dirty and sad until we are 20 years old still can not enjoy that life but now Yishi mutual separation.
Part.1
he eventually left in fact I should know people together the future is destined to be separated and that it is just a problem. He said he did love then is really not love. The other what are not in to investigate in to the inquiry.
I do not like you in fact I am not a Gemini woman who I do not want a mess of things. Such a vicious look at their own yelling at him suddenly feel like a bitch in general in the past those gentle completely disappeared.
he was a cat man still is so gentle kind of cute.
he packed his belongings to leave to leave the house we had lived together on the table that do not know when potted suddenly fade over only a few dry branches and leaves hanging down in the struggle. Yellow frame that quiet place where he picked up to watch and put it down. Do not touch.
room full of the taste of tears he picked up his bag standing on the corner looking at me when I suddenly touching off hiding since leaving him do not touch me there How far rolling far. I do not know how suddenly scolded him. Some people say sometimes loved ones will be to hate and now I hate him really Haohen.
frantically ran past holding his waist once again tears wet invade his back and back of the dress. We blankly at the door one of his feet outside the door and another has been stepping out I knew that if the other foot in the step to go we will complete the separation.
I lost completely lost. I think I am worth of any stay he chose to leave.
Since then I am still a person.
Part.2
Cell phone full of information on the distance of her concern.
You will always be with me is not it? Since nobody wanted me you will marry me is not it? I'm fine I married you.
I suddenly cried aloud to them the original in this world people still cared about me someone asked me someone wants me then. I would not be a person never just one person.
The money the day after our efforts you know?
suddenly the window was a good glare of the moon I got up struggling down the curtain so the room was dark the music stood sad songs. All along I just listen to sad songs. Looked at the alarm and pieces of walking midnight I was still no sleep.
time sick no one to take care of me only her I cook do laundry to accompany me.
when I woke up also found that she had been holding my hand leaned against the bed she was too tired.
However the people are to live so to make a living she was going back and forth to labor so the future will have a better life.
I said: When we have money one day we went to travel to wander.
She said: I want to buy a camera carry according to a lot of beautiful photos she put her photography developed.
I said: you according to me free of charge both to practice skills and achieve your dreams.
she said: well so one day we have money so before.
However she left and left me.
Since then I am still a person.
Part.1
She is a sad woman.
She is a sentimental woman.
she is a day do not want to talk to anyone do not want a manager always trapped in their own world like the woman.
Some people say: She is like a hedgehog no one was allowed near.
Some people say: She is like a pistachio always optimistic.
Some people say: She was born cold indecisive.
Some people say: she was naturally good warm and lively.
She has doublesided personality characteristics sometimes confront sometimes overcast boring.
people could not understand her always like to talk a lot of hate be silent. Therefore it was far away from her sometimes but sometimes close.
there are stars in her eyes mole long white beads in the left eye on the little black and brown but it never does not affect vision.
find her book on the interpretation of moles long in the eyes of the mole should be called tears mole. No wonder no wonder she has been from small to big to cry.
a child she has often been Huanzuo a crybaby.
Now growing up is still the case.
Part.2
quiet her daily work go home eat work sleep.
many people and many she never say a few words in addition to verbal communication more than necessary.
she saw in a book
her become lawabiding up.
her heart is not struggling.
she said
she said
she said And calm.
she said
she said: She is a sad one no one knew what was going on her.
She said: alive so tired life is so tired no one knows why she said so.
She said: Actually I have worked very hard but his heart is still so so cold so heavy so lifeless. How to do it? How?
Some people say: life is a play every day in different staged while we have a large or small in which the role had assumed or going to play therefore can only adapt the.
Some people say: life down come to this world is doomed to suffer only to eat adversity can be guided by.
Some people say: man is born for duty while the woman is enjoying. Old until the time to recall past events. It but also live was young once.
Finally she finally understand that life is so helpless as students we must live.
Part.0
mood the past few days have been very low.
I told myself to be strong and more happier. However his face without any expression.
I'm a bad guy I have not words to speak. I said do not cry that will never cry but actually just down the road hard with his sleeve the noses wiping her tears. I felt the tears rolled down my face and then I sob while on the move the first low low low I heard the sound of marching far out pass over looked up and saw a man came over a man I do not know man I looked up and his head hard but turned to one side pass the time I felt his strange eyes. I pick up the pace of walking just want myself to forget the unpleasant occurrence.
I'm a bad guy I have been hurt other people's hearts. After I said I would everyone is good but in the morning but I failed to understand the anger fierce my mother her fierce me. Sorry I'm wrong things and she actually fierce me I make her angry she cried. Look at the way she cried my heart suddenly sore really sore my dear mother I did not mean to break your heart you know I've been a child like this in your eyes I was this way.
she called me and said in fact she was so tired she was living too tired I suddenly feel that they are so humble looking like a beloved woman in the distance tell yourself things unknown but no example I can I Haohen themselves hate their own helplessness. God [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]! If I have a skill so I will not let you pain.
suddenly crying out loud last night it was said: his greatest desire is to see my smiling face every day and happy mood.
an idea I think the previous one person said to me You give me warmth give me hope.
I said I actually have not alone I have so many good friends.
In fact I was happy woman because everyone will say to me I hope I'm happy.
In fact in these days I had a happy day. In fact now I do not want to write these things of the past. In fact I just suddenly wanted to write it I think Arlington few days ago my mind has been his shadow emerge I suddenly really want to know he had a good or bad. In fact I decided some time to write something about Arlington as a flash we have recognized the year.
I lied to myself.
I said do not think about those things before in the past just passed and forgotten in relation to forget. However any how hard I try why I still can not.
I told myself love to the end of tolerance so I have been trying.
However why suddenly feel love and compassion are evil.
see Jianpanshangqiao under the word my heart is still cold. See their written questions grief nowhere to hide.
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