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Fifteen lonely fragments. You which one?
first:
I smiled, looked cold and everyone around,
it is a hysterical smile, two extreme intersection
I have forgotten how to cry. A man sat in the corner,
I leaned impassively cold walls, learn the only thing working in the heat of hot tea.
watching the crowd laughing, still smiling, no one noticed my sadness .

second:
keep the blood pouring from wounds to the hands,
I forget the pain, any fresh blood drops to fall on the floor.
sudden, I noticed that my blood is not bright red, it's the same color and lonely, lonely I forgot to color. opened the door, I smell the breath of winter, and my heart just will not hibernate,
in the cold naked heart is torn, pain to numbness, loss of feeling.

third:
lonely and I the same country, and this may be fate. in the dark I lit a candles,
yellow flame gently beating, it is still a heartbeat. However, to make candles,
darkness swallowed me, there is no resistance, no struggle. I have long been accustomed to darkness.
walking alone in deserted street late at night, my world is still only my own, quietly spread of cold and helpless, I am associating with the pain. -

fourth:
boiling drinking water is not Stop to smoking hot, I stare at it, his thoughts fly away little by little my body.
what I think?
What can I do?
keep asking myself, did not answer.
I'm used to questioning their own.
no thought, there is breathing, clear breathing, I can hear my own heart beat.
strongly about me, I still live in the end.

fifth:
open the computer, mouse and keyboard heard in the quiet night issued a ringing sound.
QQ no one. suddenly been asked to be authenticated, in his self-introduction column,
I saw a quite reasonable to say: \lonely! \words.
fact, I already got used to boring.

Sixth:
no meaning in my life, my life is not happy, because the frustration, as ruthless. no goal,
I live in their own unique way, living in their own world.
go on the road, do not bother pointing and cold,
I still calmly walked firmly, his face still hanging inexplicable smile.
a shadow, why not forget that you also just my passing?
think of you, I put away a smile, stopped, looked up at the sky , not blue, the color is lonely T-9zJK &
I can not force myself not to think of you.

seventh:
nest on the top fool, force his hand kept rubbing the temple,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the habit of my migraine attacks.
the table stood a glass of ice water and painkillers, I did not touch them, close your eyes, feeling the pain give me pressure. I am accustomed to torture yourself.
suddenly felt cold hands warm, the original is hot tears,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I thought I had no tears.

Eighth: ;
angels have wings, I did not, so I'm not an angel.
devil magic, I did not, so I'm not the devil.
I have is, is helpless , the freedom of despair and loneliness.
heart of hope and despair, struggling fiercely, winning is helpless.
I have learned to accept frustration,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], helplessness to compromise.
disadvantage is too good angel , the shortcomings of the devil is too evil, too cowardly to my disadvantage.

ninth type:
gently close your eyes hard, greedy to breathe the air without you.
is freedom? or miss? I can not answer your own
had not so much thin air.
I have learned to adapt to the cold thin air.
've laughed and cried, fights , uttered.
now I need is just indifference.

tenth type:
sunshine through the window, gently warming my body.
opened his eyes, block with my hand out the glare of light, cast a quilt, I am going to continue to dream of being interrupted.
dream once awakened can not go on. fretfully sat up in bed, his hands supporting his head,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych],
my hair messy, hanging down. wake up. I shook his head with a wry smile to myself,
with despair to accept the reality, no sense to meet the new day. I have used static life.

eleventh type:
\tears are fake, did not cause and effect,
a hundred years without you and no me. \One hundred years later, you will still be you, but I miss less.

twelfth species:
wind in my hair, I do not care, slowly walk the streets in winter .
I'm numb to move forward, a bit vague, dimly seen in front of you in my step by step forward,
but you farther and farther away from me. I Pinmingdexiang you are running and know what you're My eyes disappear.}
stopped breathing breathing heavily, I began to laugh, laugh at my silly, laugh at my stupidity.

three X:
room, book a table full of the whole,
I sat in front of piles of books, and sighed. silent for a moment,
I suddenly stood up, reaching out to those people too boring breaking book,
forced to fire in the wall and threw it, and then threw himself on the bed heavily.
a long time, I got up to book a one who picked up again on the table, no choice but to smile, buried in piles of their own.

fourteenth species:
lying on the table, I buried my face deep arms, tears welling actually like out.
I have been doing deep breathing, fluctuations in an attempt to soothe my heart, but I can not help myself.

fifteenth species:
I removed the false smile, put a tired face. sentimentally attached to your still,
but I learned to hide.
my life is always calm, only when the wave is like your tears. the temptation, our Calculation of the distance in light years.